hmms. i've been spending the past few days vegetating on my couch in front of my large lovely tv watching cable. i've been sleeping, eating, stoning, reading and everything on that couch. my dad happily proclaimed 'oh our very own couch potato has come back to reclaim her territory' -.- this is how bad i am. which makes for non-existent revision. plus today i was all sick & cramping, and hence very bitchy, cranky & grumpy.

i've been thinking of birthdays. seeing how many ppl birthdays have been going on recently. and i'm abit down i can't have the kind of birthday times i had with screw for so many years for the next few years. screw birthday celebrations are always the best (((: we'll find a way of doing the craziest, funniest, most random things for each other. there was my 16th belated birthday party. cos i couldn't celebrate it cos it was on o levels bio pract. they all came downstairs, telling me it was a simple get-together. and there was yee ler with e 4 of them. haha. i was like 0_0 i was so happy that night. haha. then that time we dressed up as boys for stef's 18th? i think it was 18th. we all proposed to her with our screw rings. ahaha. and then ming's recent midnight picnic. both of which we got very well acquainted with e areas' ants -.-

i want one of those little turning lanterns that you put in babies rooms, that has stars on the outside, so the whole room is filled with moving stars (:
i want a huge tree trunk, (with no living organisms) that i can hide in.
i want someone to leave a note left by my pillow, so i can wake up with a smile.
i want balls with slow dances. (somehow british don't really get the idea of a ball, or maybe its cos i have a romanticised idea of one)
i only want hellos. no goodbyes.

could i have this dance for the rest of my life

: could i have this dance :: anne murray :